First, I nearly have a breakdown, then I have a headache, and that doesn't even touch math.

So Math on Thursday. I sit at the table with this guy, and Thursday he starts talking about how much he hates gay guys, and how disgusting he thinks they are. (He even went so far as to claim being gay in unhygienic because they 'stick their dick up where shit comes out'.) I promptly told him he was wrong, and that, actually, one of my best friends is gay. He then said, 'I feel sorry for you.'  And asked whether or not my friend 'took it up the ass'. Words do not describe how upset I am at this. He spent the rest of the period talking about how much he hates them, and how he 'wanted to kill all of them'. I'm pretty sure he even made some sort of Holocaust reference about wanting to do the same to homosexuals as Hitler did to the Jews. Urgh. Yes, I did tell my teacher. I'm so pissed. He ruined my day. (Also, it turns out he is the brother of one of the really religious chicks in my class. I am unsurprised by this.)

And now, to top it off, there's all sorts of wank in my fandom, and I've had enough. They're icons people, please stop being rude to one another because of them. Yes, they were in poor taste, yes they were racist. But that's not how they were intended. Can we just accept that they suck, and stop jumping all over each other's throats? It's ok to disagree over them, but please be civil.  We're not achieving anything by being rude to one another, in fact, we're just making everything worse. It's really starting to hurt some people's feelings because responses are reading like personal attacks. Blah. Bottom line: I just want everyone to stop fighting, and go back to being the happy shiny fandom we usually are.

And I'm still not done with my ff_santa fic. This all sucks.

I'm kinda hungry and thinking about coffee and donuts. >.< That can't be healthy. I've been drinking tons of coffee lately, and by tons, I mean tons. I had coffee at 9 p.m. last night, a cup in the morning, and then we went to starbucks. That's three cups! Me, who normally has like none.

Oh well. I forgot to say, I got into Musical. I get to be an ensemble member of The Wedding Singer and I am super excited. By a lot. XD Ummm, mom got my siblings DSI's for Christmas, so that's cool.

Today's To-Do List:

• Write 4,000 to 5,500 words
• Do 9 pages of AP US
• Do 3 Biotech articles

Wrote sombre instead of somber and promptly freaked out when spell check told me it was wrong. >.< What the hell, self? You've been reading Americanized spelling all your life, and British spellings for like... a little over a year on a sporadic basis. WTF. Yes, it looks prettier, and yes, it makes more sense to your (admittedly strange) mind. But still. This shouldn't be this much of a problem, but for some reason, it is.

Now, hafta get back to writing.

...Isn't that just typical of me? Anyway, can't talk much about what I'm writing, only that it's for my secret santa, and totally a VII fic. I think I'm also making it too long and complicated--I'm so not getting much time to edit, and that makes me sad. However, if it wants to be a 20,000 word fic, who am I to stop it? I guess I could write something else... but I really like this, and I think my recipient will like it to. (It's totally normal to stalk the person you're writing for, I swear.)

In any case, I'm only about 5,000 words in, but I'm hoping to be somewhere between 8,000 and 10,000 by the end of the day, and either most of the way done with my second part, or totally done with it. However, for anyone interested, while writing, I've found a few songs that I feel fit Yuffie Kisaragi very well, and since I'm not going to make a fanmix (who honestly has time to do that?), I'm just going to put a couple of them up here.

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Anyhow, I'm off to write more. Blarg. I have pretty much everything all plotted out (hell, I practicly have most of it written in my head. It's just getting past this first part).